wtf.

why do some guys think it is appropriate to be creepers? seriously?

i was walking through the parking lot this morning to class, and guy who looked like an uglier Reggie Bush slows his car down to my walking pace, and rolls down his window, and goes "hey... hey!" to try and get my attention. i ignored him at first and kept walking, but he kept driving by me so i turned to him and signed "sorry, i'm deaf and you should fuck off," and kept walking. he drove away, but it really creeped me out. what makes him think that it's okay to approach me like that? in a parking lot, no less? ugh. i don't like it.

nice to know that sign language turned out to be useful though.

On another note... i don't think i'm a real girl.

Adam, the guy that i've kindof been dating.... is like, the perfect guy. sensitive, sweet, smart, good sense of humor... but he's not... i dunno. he's too nice. and it weirds me out. he thinks im perfect, and i wish he would just tease me about sommmething, make a crude joke, anything.

actually, i think all of these things ive been telling myself why i don't like him are just excuses. i just don't like him as much as he likes me, plain n simple. i don't have enough time, unfortunately, to spend getting to know him and doing all the things that couples are expected to do. that, and i just don't really... want to. ugh. i dunno. i'm severly fucked in the head.

what was that word.... fwijed?

ugh. i suck.