who the hell is rearranging furniture upstairs?

I CAN'T CONCENTRATE.

i seriously think i might have ADD or something... this is my LAST assingment, the last thing i will ever have to write for this damn class (crossing my fingers that i pass it because pre research paper and final, i had a 66. =/ 

i got off work at 7 30, hung out with the gang for a little bit, came back here at 8 30... 

it's now 11:20. and the only things ive successfully done since i got home have been:

- shower the cinco de mayo smell off me (oh what a night)

- get on facebook. a lot.

- check out my tan lines while i walked around naked for an hour.

- talk to matt on the phone, bitch at him for never calling mom

- go to flippers and get a salad and chocolate cake, in the hopes of seeing my sexy flirty waiter guy. alas, no Tim. but cake is almost as good. i'm making myself write my paper before i can have any though.

- read the guidelines for the essay, and go "oh..shit."

my paper is due in an hour and 37 minutes. 

FML.

internet is going off NOW.

kthxbai.

looks like a model, except she's got a little more ass.

i am OBSESSED with Lovestoned off JT's album lately. ever since we went to Pulse the other night. which was SO much fun. 

Lately, which i love, it's been me, ethan, Britain, Erika, and MATT the love of my life who we spontaneousy bought a one way ticket for a weeks ago to come down here. so now he's here. and it's wonderful.

mom came to visit for a bit, and i had a blast with her. she cracks me up. i was needing my mama fix.

Brian likes me WAY more than i like him, but i think i like the attention that he gives me way more than id like to admit. Franco has moved on, and Hugo still is pining. lol. now i'm in love with the guy that works at flippers- but every time i go in, i look like hell, but he still flirts with me. im gonna get cute, go in and give him my number ne day soon. and now, thanks to this evening, there's a guy britain works with at Joe's who is interested in me, and i think he's cute... we'll see where that goes.

i had to write a BITCH of a research paper on Edith Wharton and her crazy affair with this biseual journalist... i loved writing it, it just sucked that it took so damn long. and MLA citation can SUCK IT. 

but after i did that i rewarded myself with going out to the pool and not thinking about anything but clouds and how small we are and birds and how they fly and how i'd love to get a tan. tomorrow will hopefully be a repeat. 

i need to figure out how to ask britain to not smoke in my car withut being a douche. 

still dont know what i want to do with my life. ideally? i wanna be an FBI agent. how cool would that be?! i'm thinking of maybe majoring in english or something.. i'm just not interested enough in any specific thing to study it for 4 years. fml.

kittens, inspired by KITTENS!