I wrote a pretty good new years blog to bring in 2009, but i don't quite have that much time right now to do a good one with quotes and stuff- but i'd still like to write it all down, for my future novel's sake or something.
currently, i am a ...sophomore? at houston community college- (working at disney for a semester really threw off my credits, so i've gotta get back on track with those, maybe take some summer school...)
anyway. i go to houston community college with a lot of winners. I am living with my mother in NW Houston, because Dallas was too far away from Cuero, and her lawsuit is coming up at the end of this month. I am in the process of applying to UTDallas (and UTArlington as a backup) for the fall semester, when i will live in an apartment, and get my mom set up in a house- hopefully in southlake, if we can find a good deal. It'll be nice to have somewhere to come "home" to like everyone else has. I know me and my brothers want to start having holidays with the 3 of us together, but our entire extended family don't always make that possible...
as of today... i'm not really sure what my major is. but i know that if i get into UTD, i'll be on either the BS or BA track of interdisciplinary studies (like a choose your own degree plan thing) and trying to get into med school. music will always be a giant part of my life, and i will be minoring in performing arts- (i already basically have enough credits to qualify for that. I will continue to study voice and dance and acting, and hopefully end up moving to NY and auditioning for things-) but I feel like I should utilize everything i've been blessed with to reach my full potential academically. So, i've just gotta get my ass in gear, make grades i know are possible for me, get through chemistry and calculus, and pray i do okay on the MCAT... we'll have to see where life takes me. Even if i don't get into med school, at least i'll still have a degree i can do something like Physical therapy or something with. i think this path will leave me with many more options, ones that i'd be fullfilled with. i want to help people.
I recently wrote on facebook a pretty good summation of what's going on with the direction i'm headed in life, because it was really starting to worry me.
"i have no clue where my life is going- and am still learning how to be ok with that. all i really know is that i'd like to see as much of the world i can, sing until my vocal chords stop functioning, change the world for the better, and be happy: indefinitely."
as of today, i am the sexiest Barista ever. ...at our store, anyway. I'm happy with my job, even though i kindof really hate it... i like being liked. everyone there makes me feel good about myself.
as of today, i have been "talking to" a few different boys... and i see no problem with that. it's fun. I'm not about to get serious with anyone until i have some sort of idea of what I want to do- and right now, it's just have fun. :)
My life has taken an interesting turn this year, but i just see where i'm at as temporary- a stepping stone to self actualization, if you will.
resolutions for 2010:
-get organized (this house specifically.)
-Make all A's (i know i can do it.)
-get my dad to put me on his health insurance- then get new lenses for my glasses. i'm tired of not being able to see. then, go to the dermatologist- because i'm tired of my skin hating me.
-make someone happy.
- (continue to) find joy in the little things
- stay under 110. unless i go to the gym- muscle weight gain is alowed. but not too much. (and we know i won't actually go to the gym- but i can try.)
-continue to develop my voice. i like the direction it's been going lately.
-ROCK my new dance class. :D (i refuse to stay uncoordinated.)
-learn to cook tiramisu
-make friends
-get a new wardrobe.
-stick with my goals.
happy 2010.
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